Wednesday 26 May 2010

Hello?

Yes, hello! I'm not going to lie and say I've been busy, instead I've been stagnating. I have done pretty much nothing since I finished uni nearly a month ago. My ankle is much better, I can do everything but kick with it. I'm trying to keep eating relatively healthy but that's not going too well as my Mum keeps buying healthy snacks such as Oreos and Galaxy bars, but I'm not complaining... much.

I'm back home in Ashton, it's pretty dead here as lots of my friends (yes, I have some) are still at universities dotted across the country, so I'm stuck in my house most of the time. I get nagged to find a job relatively often, and I am signed up at an agency, so work is apparently the focus.

Getting nice little patches of paranoia mixed in with the boredom, it tends to happen when people ignore me or I'm alone for long periods of time, I'd like to get out more, but the opportunity isn't really arising. I can't even afford to pay for gym membership, which is getting on my nerves, and leaves me with a ridiculous amount of pent up energy.

Ah well, this is only a general update.
JW

Monday 3 May 2010

Exist

And there it is, in all of it's splendor. Not the meaning of life, but a purpose to do so. It's as simple as that; there is no grand idea, no cryptic message from the God(s). All you can do is exist. Even if nobody knows you're there, you are there and that's what's important. To indent yourself upon something that isn't yourself, to fill a space previously filled with nothing. That is all you can do, the least you can achieve and the best you can ever hope for.

Cheerful as always.
JW